快乐至上。悲伤免进。

Random Thoughts

2008-04-26T19:20:00.002+08:00

Well, its really wierd that i'm most free when it comes to exam week...But i think my results will drop this semester cuz haven't been studying hard like last semester. Lagipun this semester really busy with activities here and there.

But i'm still wasting time on my blog right here, although i'm having a paper on monday, and just started studying this noon!

when i say "study", pun bukannya bentuk yang sangat rajin....just browsing through the net to look at some theories and current issues, and 顺便 online to check mail, blog hop, play game, listen music....

or we make it this way, i online to check mail, blog hop, play game, listen music，and 顺便 look at some theories and current issues... hahaha. lazy girl. i mean myself.

just had a brief look at raptor's blog just now...well, getting addicted to coffee really is dangerous haha. losing social abilities due to coffee :P

i used to drink coffee everyday last time, but now at uni, eventually i became very busy at uni and didn't have the time to make coffee for myself. (And yes, the coffee is the 3 in 1 type, just add hot water...eh c'mon, i'm not elaborating k, really busy one lah...but sometimes still go to pasar malam lah hehe)

Untill recently, i had time to make coffee for myself. After drinking coffee, dunno why i became so hyperhyperactive.

Running here and there.

Talking excessively.

Cannot concentrate in class.

The worst thing is, i was having cough that time. So as an effect of being hyperactive, i become very tired and very 喘.

So, i cough lagi.

Cough, eat hacks lo. The red spicy one.

Eat untill got nausea....teruk hor.

Finally i got medicine from UM clinic lah. But didn follow the instructions so didn recover...untill my cousin bring medicine for me then now recover liao. abo exam time fall sick die loh.

so now still alive and kicking lah. Buddha bless me :-)

The stay college list is finally out, luckily i get to stay college.

Just that i'm quite sad cuz i have to part with some friends. Some are graduating, some want to move outta college, some didn't get to stay college :'(

SO SAD!

Anyway, i think i really need to study for now....(The "online to check mail, blog hop, play game, listen music，and 顺便 look at some theories and current issues" type)

Tata~

人言可畏

2008-04-26T19:11:00.002+08:00

怪了，考试期间倒是有空到处八卦。

不八卦还好，一去听八卦，就听到关于自己的秘密已经被到处传播了！

真是岂有此理！

我的计划就被这种人搞砸了！

唉，还是算了吧。就当是吸取教训好了。以后不想让全世界知道的东西，就完全不要讲出来好了。

人言，实在可畏！

惆怅。

2007-11-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

有时候看见成双成对的情侣，心中难免惆怅。

因为小女子很想要谈恋爱，偏偏没人要！

其实，我不曾也不敢主动喜欢别人。很怕自己会变花痴，然后变成笑柄。

其实也很难想象自己谈恋爱的样子。我会付出到那个限度呢？

其实心里很矛盾。想谈恋爱，也不想谈恋爱。总觉得一旦 committed 了，会失去很多东西。

例如：会少一些很朋友相处的机会，少一些读书的时间，少一些个人的空间。

我真是一个贪心的人呢。

也许是太贪心了，所以这是我的报应。

Anyway, 在此默默的祝福天下有情人。

我的故事 my story

2007-11-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

为什么会想要写关于我自己呢？

就好像小学时的作文题目：我的自述。

小的时候作文好像总是这样开头的：

我名叫XXX, 在某年某月某日在某某地方呱呱坠地。我的家庭成员有谁谁谁，我们一家都很幸福快乐......

真的幸福快乐吗？

家家有本难念经啊。

庆幸的是，生命里所有章节并没有把我推向毁灭。

反而，让我学习，成长。

总觉得，所有事情都是为了未来的好事而发生的。

也许，是有天使在保护我呢。

虽然我已经二十岁了，那又如何？

我宁愿相信真的有天使就在我身后，并且随时回头对他微笑。

当然，只能在四下无人的时候。否则会吓着人呢。

有个学姐听了我的故事，感慨地说，她自己的故事与我相比，显得平凡无奇。

我只能说，平安是福。

我不知道未来还会发生什么事情，但我相信老天爷是疼爱我的。

也是疼爱你的，如果你愿意用乐观的角度看待。

快乐至上，悲伤免进！

few more days to holiday

2007-11-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

actually not really few more days....

9 more days and i'm going home.

going back to penang on 18th november.

Am i happy? well, kind of...

I have lotsa friends here at UM, but i miss home too.

I miss my dad...

used to chat with him for hours without realizing time flies.

But when i go home, i'll have to think about all kinds of family problems....

but i cannot just let go, right? they are my family.

家家有本难念经。

supposingly i have six weeks of holiday, but seems like just left 3 weeks of holiday available for myself.....

10 days for persatuan buddha's camp, and another 10 days for college's PTH perkampungan.

kinda nervous, don't know if i can do a good job...

oh well, i think thats all for today.

hope i can do well in my exam...

should I?

2007-10-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

Well, I miss my blogging days....

and should i revive my blog?

OH WELL. Life at UM is really hectic.

its not cuz of my study, but maybe cuz i join a lot of activities....

Hopefully i can update my blog frequently from now on. So that i can make myself write my thoughts....otherwise it'll be gone forever!

anyway, a point form update bout self:
1) change from nokia hp to sony ericsson hp d
2) loving the course i'm taking at um....my textbooks are as interesting as story books....
3) quite active in persatuan buddha universiti malaya at UM.
4) belum ada boyfriend (sad!)
5) internet at hostel is lousy.
6) will (try to) blog more in the future.
7) spraint my ankle.
8) become slim a bit already....hooray!
9) long time didn read newspaper d.
10) i think 9 is enough.

thats all for today.

yipee yaya yipee yipee ya~

life have been upside down....

2007-03-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

lately,i sleep at 2 or 3 am and wake up at 11 am....

therefore,tumbuh pimple already :(

its like....there's smtg i haven't finish and i dun deserve to go to sleep....everynight feel very insecure.

sigh.

the internet is slow slow slow.always get disconnected!!!!

dad said he gonna change modem soon...

but how soon will it be????heaven knows!!!

cuz he's so busy lately,don't even have time to clear the things we brought from old house.

therefore,my house is crammed with stuffs,and its "fun" to walk around in my house.

it is as "fun" as hiking,cuz there's many obstacles (i.e. table chair sofa cupboard boxes) before u get to where u wanna be.

even my computer table is not set up yet....i'm now blogging at a corner where my computer is placed on a foldable table.

the speaker is also not set up yet,so i can only listen to music through radio...which makes me sick at times!

usually i listen to hitz.fm,but the songs seems to be repeating and repeating and repeating.

and i can't get my fm at my room,and 988 seems to have more cantonese songs and ads,which,makes me very sick.

Its like....there's lotsa thing awaiting me....lots of things to do,but i don't know where and how to start clearing this mess....

anyway,i'd like to comment bout the new hotel beside gurney plaza,that is * hotel.

they have very nice interior design....very modern that u might bump into a mirror anytime.

the atmosphere at the restaurant sangat meriah cuz its not quiet.

it is sunny in the restaurant cuz they dun have curtains.the hot/warm sun shines on u,how nice!

the buffet is ideal for ppl who want to be on diet cuz there's nothing much to eat.

one of the appetizer is nice and 5 out of 10 of those rosak one.the tuna fish salad is so smelly that u'll spit it out.

the waiter and waitress are so hardworking that they go ronda ronda around ur table like every 5 minutes which makes ppl eat faster and maybe they think this is better for customers.

another example that they are hardworking....they'll come and ask u if u want coffee or tea (which should be taken at the end of the meal) even if u haven't asked for it or show any signs that u would like to end ur meal now.

the price is RN 30 and more per person(nett),and the parking fees is RM 5 per hour.how nice!
and the first hour is free if you eat at the restaurant!(terms and condition apply:only if you spend more than RM 80 in the restaurant)

and i have an advice for all:

don't take a rest when eating untill u finish the food on ur plate becuz they will come to take ur plate away.

无事忙

2007-02-26T01:17:00.001+08:00

最近不知怎么搞得，忙来忙去不知道在忙什么。

忙到这么久没有online update 一下自己。

也很少看书了，也没有跟任何连续剧！

家务也不是很勤快地在做。

更没有在打工。

也很少被人家约出去的说......（没人要理我！）

到底在忙啥？？？

大概是早上太迟醒的缘故，所以一整天下来也常常做不到什么大事。

不可以再这样子了！

明天五点就起身吧！

（好像不可能。）

不过说真的，明天要好好检讨一下自己的饮食习惯了。

晚餐总是很迟才吃，而且尽吃碳水化合物！检讨！检讨！

也很久没有做 stretching 了喔。

好不容易瘦了一些，一个新年又把我搞垮了。沮丧沮丧......

不过话说回来，明天还是不要检讨自己吧。

因为还要跟老爸去吃 buffet lunch ！

嘻嘻......明天晚上开始用这些解解馋：

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/linenchant

http://blog.yam.com/peray1

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lemonadellen

都是美食家的部落格呢。

（blog-hopping 的毛病又发作了）

不知道那一天也可以像他们那样拍出好看的相片！

改天把 photoshop 好好的学起来吧......

B for busy and bored!

2007-02-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

yes!

lately i'm so busy and bored!Never expected these when exam wasn't over yet!!!

since no maid to help us with house chores already,i have to do everything...luckily last time during national service learnt a lil bout doing house chores...abo sure go ki siao.

but then,since i'm a very good girl,i didn't make my dad help me with the house chores la....so every morning i'll be rushing here n there in the house to finish house chores before lunch...rendam baju,sapu lantai,mop lantai,cuci baju bla bla bla....last time my hand soft and smooth one,now become like tree skin....

(yala,exaggarate a bit can or not)

so erm lately my dad had to sponser my hand lotions :P

luckily i'm staying opposite grandma's house,so no need to cook for lunch,terus pi sana makan.

then afternoon mostly pergi old house buat kerja....everybody wouldn't believe it.i moved during early january and till now i'm still MOVING!

sometimes conversation with friends go like this:

"hey june whatcha doing lately?"

"me?moving..."

"huh?u move again?i thought u just move to new house last month?u kena halau dari new house izit?"

"choy...who said i kena halau?moving to the same old house la."

"huh!i doubt.anyway,have u hanged out with anybody lately?"

"not since we hanged out."(which was like,2 weeks ago)

"what?omg.anyway,what's ur plans for the next few weeks?"

"move house"

"er,anything other than that?"

"maybe read some books,watch some tv,and....move house lor."

"eh,izit that when i come back from studies at july u'll still be moving house?"

"heaven knows...."

i'm gettin sick of it.both old house and new house messy like dog house.

everything oso no system and its driving me nuts.

i want to help my dad to clear his things but there's nothing i can do.

sigh!

next week have to prepare for chinese new year and must must must clear everything!otherwise suey for pig year!

dad's new year baju belum beli,n d new year ornaments aint up yet....

so much to do,so little time....

i'm so bored.

things i planned to do for my sweet sweet after exam holiday....semua macam 泡汤

the books i want to read,the movies i want to watch,the places i wanna go travel,the friends i wanna hang out with....

march is approaching,i dare not think bout my results :P

i think i didn't do well...i was so lazy.

well,ppl who knew how i study would agree with that =/

things to do when i've settle down:

1.learn nail art(if not expensive)
2.learn photoshop
3.read d books that i've bought
4.write story(er!i think i'm running out of ideas bout this!)
5.learn how to cook japanese food (save money ma,sushi king's stuff very expensive...)
6.kill somebody(i'm just joking)

凌晨两点钟

2007-02-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

总觉得，搬来新家的感觉很不踏实。

好像只是暂时停留而已，过不久就要回旧家了。

想念旧家的海景。黝黑的海，夜里深深浅浅的呼吸。

还要周休二日 gurney drive 的喧哗，让人觉得就算失眠了，还有一整街的人在陪你。

不过，人总是要向前看，过去的事不该再缅怀。

走到现在居住的房间的窗边，看着夜里的景色，映入眼帘的是墨绿的山谷，非常远处零星的灯火，还有对街的大楼。

那儿还有几户人家未熄灯呢。

睡不着在看电视？熬夜赶功课？还是跟远在他乡的情人隔着时差通电话？

无论如何，祝大家有个美梦。

tumbuh kulat already

2007-02-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

it've been so long since i finished my exam,but it seems like there's nothing i've done except moving house, moving house, moving house,moving house....

i haven't read the books i plan to read, haven't watch the movies i plan to watch, and seldom hang out with friends too...

new place no internet (telekom's service sucks)

so now i'm blogging at a super noisy cyber cafe. very noisy. very noisy, very noisy.

like earthquake.

very shit.

so bored till tumbuh kulat.

or maybe mushrooms.

and we're not having indonesian maid now,so i do all the housechores.....sigh

so my dad will have to sponser my hand lotion(s)

and whitening body lotion/facial mask/facial moisturiser etc.

(cuz when hanging the clothes kena matahari boleh jadi tanned.....)

I WANT INTERNET AT HOME!!!!!!

i miss my friends online....

will stop here.dunno bila lagi boleh online.....

goodbye marina bay

2007-01-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

i'm moving to other places tmr....

lots of sweet memories back here at marina bay...

the time i baked my own cookies in the kitchen....

staying up till late to chat with friends during sleepover at the balcony where i can see gurney drive...

preparing for SPM at 4 am in the morning in front of my study table where i can see the sea accompanying me......

my fathers room where i used to sembang with him......

the sitting room where my father always watch TV till overslept.....

the toilet where.....erm.....i use to do my masks there(?sweet memory??).....

the swimming pool where i shiver cuz cold when i have my night swim....

the sauna where i use to do sit ups in there...(hehehehe :P)

the study room where i "study" with sze chia for SPM....(most of the times chatting tho)

the BBQ pit where i had my 18th birthday.....and nearly caught on fire (:P:P:P:P)

the water fountain that always mislead ppl that its raining......(cuz got water sound)

the car park where i saw a 四脚蛇

the tar road where i once walked on it with bare feet during a hot afternoon....(refer the blog entry "keganasan kasut")

the lift where there is a mirror inside that i always rebut with my dad.......(too vain,you see.)

the road where i usually have a stroll with my dad......

the gym where i saw ppl playing football inside....(thank god nothing was broken)

the cute lil japanese kids in front of guard house waiting for their school bus......

and many many more.everything is yesterday's.

and tomorrow onwards,it'll b a new start!

god bless tomorrow,tomorrow's tomorrow,tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow,tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow,and so on so forth...........

happy new year to all!

2007-01-01T00:11:00.001+08:00

new year resolutions :

1)lose some weight! (seriously!cuz i wanna wear pretty clothes!)
2)get a boyfriend! (hahaha.....till now nobody want yet =/ )
3)keep long hair! (it've been 7 years since i cut my long-till-shoulder-and-longer-a-bit-more hair)
4)go travelling!(erm,maybe to taiwan....but i also want to go to japan,hong kong,singapore,shang hai,beijing,and i seem to be a tad too greedy :P )
5)complete a short story! (hopefully!)
6)i think 5 is enough,too sleepy to get my brain functioning
7)....................

good night and happy new year :)

happy new year to all!

2007-01-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

night at the museum

2006-12-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

nice comedy...very funny.....but if u r a serious person,it'll sound ridiculous to you lah.

i like Sacagawea,she's very pretty....

but then there's no romance in it lar.

nice show,went to watch at gsc with sze chia.

then before and after movie go around gurney to look for friends present.

i fink myself further and further and further and further away from friends these days.....

ppl go overseas or at least outta penang to study,making new friends,forgetting old friends....

and i'm still standing stupidly on the same spot.

now when i online also nobody to talk to.everybody's "away"....

i love holidays,but thats also the time that i feel very far from my friends...........

cacat internet

2006-12-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

it seems soooooooooo congestedddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!

and i dunno why i can't sign into my msn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its driving me crazy...........................

its like being paralyzed..................

can't chat with ppl.........feeling like it'll take forever to catch up with my friend...........

gaaaaaaaaaaargh!

anybody help me please????

谢师宴

2006-12-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

a picture of myself

me and a few of my classmates.

the prom queen and me.she's very nice.

i did my own nails

feeling a bit meaty....so didn put up much pictures....

sigh.i need to be on diet.

keganasan kasut

2006-12-14T00:53:00.000+08:00

this is before

one day,when i went to hawker stall to by food....

suddenly....the shoe rosak!

at first still can wear...then after a few seconds all patah like this....

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these are after.......

so pitiful me drove home with bare feet

and u noe how painful it is to walk on hot tar road with bare feet?!?!?!

hot!hot!hot!

cheap shoes.pui.

*burn paper for shoes*

Happy Birthday to me

2006-11-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

今天，是我的生日。

过得有些冷清啊。

也许是自己太贪心了。

祝福的人也是寥寥无几。。。。。。大约五六个朋友，还有爸爸和我家工人。

往年每次都有生日蛋糕的，今年却因为怕胖的关系，连蛋糕也省下了。（虽然不见得能瘦多少〕

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

在学校里行走，我会回忆起以往的时光。

看见一扇窗，想起当日的朝阳，和坐在身边看得双眼发亮的朋友。

如今，那位朋友眼里，不是闪亮的笑意，取而代之的是燃烧过后的灰烬。

走过花丛，想起当日惊叹着开得异常艳丽璀璨的红色花朵。

花期纵使不长久，但是它带给我的感动却不知为何，如此深刻。

我在想，很久以后，我们会不会依然为着些细微的事情感动？

会不会还愿意相信那些美好的事物。

会不会去记得生活中的小感动？

今天，许一个愿。

愿很久很久的以后，仍能对生活诚挚，并保持一颗柔软的心。